Crisis

Birthday's approaching, am starting to feel old and what's really bugging me is that I'm starting to think that I'm having a mid-life crisis..Am wondering what am I to do with my life? Starting to ask questions like :

- Do I like my job?
- Do I want kids?
- Should I go on for fertility treatment to try having babies?
- Can I become a good mother?
- Why can't I make a career out of what I really love doing?
- Should I try looking for overseas jobs?
- Should I quit my job?
- bla..bla..bla..

All the whats, whys, hows...The questions never end and they keep popping now and then..What am I to do? Guess, I need to be in a far, far away land to kinda reevaluate my life I think..It's not that I'm not doing well with what I'm doing..I'm good at my job eventhough I've to drag myself outta bed every morning, I'm happy just living with my hubby and coming to terms that the stork is taking its time to deliver us a baby, I'm happy with the wealth and health I have now (of course I want more of the dough) ;) But I think something is missing..But what??? Urghhh, I hate this feeling..

Happy Birthday Joe!

To my football freak, Man U die-hard-fan husband,

Happy birthday! May all your dreams and wishes* come true!

Love you loads!!

* ermm..i don't think Man U will win EPL this year though..hehe..

This Is What I Think....

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Happy 2010

Greetings from UK!

It's been 2 weeks since we arrived in UK for our holidays and it's time to leave for home tomorrow. As much as I am looking forward to go back to the hot and humid KL and meet family members, I am feeling pretty sad to leave the icy cold UK. Icy? Yes, it's been between 1 to -5 degrees so far. It's been a walk down the memory lane for me here this time and it's many of firsts for Hubby. First time in UK, first time seeing snow, first time in Old Trafford etc. Can't actually believe that I'll be back in UK this soon after graduating 11 years ago. Had the chance to bring Hubby to visit my alma mater and even managed to show him where I stayed and where I spent my student life back then. Overall, the trip's a good way of reminiscing the past in welcoming the new year. And what's in store for me in 2010? Hope there'll be loads of more good things in life. Aminnnnnn.....